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[23 Jun 2006|07:13pm] |
i have begun (began?) anna karenina. so fickle!
the cover is nice. i really don't think i have enough time to not judge books on only their covers (and a short description).
edit: i just found out that i can do this
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do you remember what you ate for dinner two days ago.
i was thinking for about 20 minutes to trying to remember. things like this SHOULD come faster. i finally opened the refrigerator, saw vegetables, and remembered it was stir fry squid.
conversations come so much easier. looks like i've got some training to do (to keep away the alzheimer's syndrome).
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[12 Jun 2006|05:48am] |
to-do list for the summer:
1. apply for scholarships (1,2)
2. read non-fiction books about general physics/biology/history/human evolution
3. become ambidextrous
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[03 Jun 2006|06:03pm] |
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this dude said i walk like a hawk.
so, of course, i was taking the SAT reasoning test. it was during the second bathroom break when i met this guy i have not seen in such a while. he was like... "hey, you're that math wizz kid from ford right?" sure (someone else walks up) "you know him?" "yeah, this dude is a freakin' math wizz! and he walks around like a hawk!"
probably just a weird gesture i do (i've got several!).
i probably should be more friendly too (not that i don't like him, i'm just usually in a sour mood. maybe sucking a lemon! how lame.).
i took a nap for the first time in about half a year; i hate the feeling.
"shit damn!" heh. what a loser.
oh! and i got a netflix account just so i can watch more foreign movies.
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[22 May 2006|06:20pm] |
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heh, so my macbook came today. my life is already starting to feel more organized.
( organized )
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[13 May 2006|05:23am] |
i met someone yesterday. something odd about him. it was like he had absolutely no soul, his were blank the whole time i played aganst him (like he was on coke the whole time). oh yeah, and he was nationally ranked #55 in tennis.
it seems really impossible, but he could probably hit at least 10 x's faster than me. what makes it a paradox is that my arms were about twice his size, my legs maybe 3 times his.
however, he was exceptionally polite (and focused).
i won one game (out of 13) against him. the only game i won, i started to go blind and my body guided itself (like he appeared to be doing the whole time).
oh, and i think i pulled my groin. i'm not really sure what sort of sensation it's supposed to be, but something down there really hurts when i press on it.
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[10 May 2006|09:06pm] |
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huh, sort of sounds like me.
especially:
"Once given appropriate accommodations, some will happily converse for hours..."
oh! and this:
"The body language of people with autism can be difficult for other people to understand. Facial expressions, movements, and gestures may be easily understood by some other people with autism, but do not match those used by other people."
how exciting! psh.
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[28 Apr 2006|10:10pm] |
ahh... the problem is that God really doesn't care all about who delivers the BS, it's how the BS is taken, whether it is swallowed humbly or thrown back with a vengence. it sort of irks me.
these moral obligations seem so simple to comprehend yet very few try to follow them. I AM IRKED.
i suppose this is what faith is about. i really should be more patient.
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[24 Apr 2006|09:15pm] |
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i'd be a very frustrated ghost if some kid killed me with a bomb at school. seriously, while i am striving to get straight A's, i get blown to bits a few months before summer starts. how frustrating!
that's a horribly inefficient way to vent your anger. it's sort of like social security! (heh, joking)
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[20 Apr 2006|05:29am] |
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[18 Apr 2006|09:18pm] |
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i've always wanted to trade places with someone for one day (maybe a week?). i just don't understand some people, so i label them as silly (i.e. people who are infatuated with cars).
i've been having difficulty in talking to people, i can never get away from small talk. very frustrating (it seems like that's all people are interested in these days, how impersonal!). i enjoy listening to others, however (even if i'm not even it).
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[12 Apr 2006|07:13pm] |
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heh, but seriously, this is the coolest thing ever. well, almost the coolest thing ever. seriously. great for myspace.
life is feeling pretty comfortable right about now. my arms, neck, eyes, cheeks, and eyebrows used to be so stiff! all the time!
great song to fit the mood.
i'm always willing to disregard my pride. seriously, it isn't that important. seriously. sort of... a waste of your breath. but yet... people wear it over their eyes.
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[09 Apr 2006|08:15pm] |
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gatsby reminds me of someone. jordan baker and tom buchanan too. reading it so far has put a warm smile on my face (first half, though! hope fitzgerald doesn't spoil it the second half. perhaps someone dies!)
not to be fluffy or anything, but jazz music creates a very... surreal atmosphere. if only i had a very... jazzy colour theme to my room. perhaps any color theme would be better than white, brown, orange, and blue. pink and lime green would be nice.
on the way back from idaho, we were talking about marriage and relationships for quite sometime (with one married and one almost married person in the car). interesting. i really wish i could talk to more married (with success) people on a regular basis.
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[05 Apr 2006|09:07pm] |
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huh, so dwight d. eisenhower and his cronie, richard nixon (republican, by the way), won the presidency of 1952 by announcing that their opponents wore pink (commie, if you don't know) underwear (and ended a 20 year reign of the democratic party). huh. ohh... and hiss, i feel bad for him and his wife. i really don't understand these shifts in public mood. the only (sort of elitist) explanation i can come up with is that people don't really think, but i really can't imagine that.
heh. if mac users weren't known for being notoriously geeky, i probably would not question buying one. i just think they look cool. heh.
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[04 Apr 2006|09:25pm] |
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i've been thinking about this recently and i don't think i have ever wanted to impress a group of people as a whole (only individuals). whenever i "show off," i almost always have only one or two people in mind, never the audience as a whole.
BTW: beginning to be interested in physical anthropology more and more. (the third chimpanzee) and.... not so much interacting.
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[02 Apr 2006|08:29pm] |
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i remember when i was little, my father used to ask me rediculous questions like "why aren't there any traffic lights on the freeway?" still pisses me off.
( HUH! )
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[28 Mar 2006|05:43am] |
saying "i love you" is sort of like dropping an atom bomb and winning a war in one week, rather than risking the lives of thousands of soldiers, precious time capturing key cities, bulding weapons, and changing your entire economy for war. again, maybe that's just me being silly, like me riding a donkey with a sword to a warzone filled with tanks and soldiers armed with weapons that could kill 20 donkey-mounted soldiers in an instant.
but of course, just for you, i'd send millions of american soldiers to their graves and risk my presidency (rather than do something so cheap such as dropping an atom bomb). just for you.
heh, just kidding.
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[24 Mar 2006|06:12pm] |
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i'm pretty sure i have a strong attachment to people/things i have to protect (how chivalrous, i know! mine as well ride around on a white horse and carry a sword around.). i don't think it's appropriate to give examples of why, but i really do. i really enjoy having the responsibility. and to see someone so happy! so safe! (must be the testosterone)
but again... i really can live by myself. i thrive when i'm isolated. seriously. but....... that doesn't mean i don't enjoy having people around. it's a luxury i really don't deserve.
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[22 Mar 2006|05:50am] |
everything seems so backwards right now. every life saved through medicine is another step towards overpopulation. i really hope we get to mars soon (cause i'll probably commit suicide when medicine is bourgeoisie-exclusive). by me being a doctor, we're really ruining this death control thing we have going on.
if you take it from an elitist standpoint, we have no natural selection by birth (except... maybe our kids will all be super skinny genetically). if we have no natural selection by death, well... then we will have no natural selection at all (except for the skinny gene, as stated above). our children will (american children at least) will all have features we all appreciate most in a partner.
perhaps we need a great social revolution, something to solve overpopulation WITHOUT limiting medical care to the rich. only then can i fully appreciate saving a life.
or going to mars (that works too).
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